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ISBN-10: 1566897416
ISBN-13: 9781566897419
Publisher: Coffee House Press
Publish Date: 11/11/2025
Dimensions: 8.10" L, 5.40" W, 1.00" H

Terry Dactyl

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Overview

From iconic author and activist Mattilda Bernstein Sycamore comes a breathless search for intimacy and connection, ranging from club culture to the art world, from the AIDS crisis to COVID-19.

Terry Dactyl has lived many lives. Raised by boisterous lesbian mothers in Seattle, she comes of age as a trans girl in the 1980s in a world of dancing queens and late-night house parties just as the AIDS crisis ravages their world. After moving to New York City, Terry finds a new family among gender-bending club kids bonded by pageantry and drugs, fiercely loyal and unapologetic. She lands a job at a Soho gallery, where, after partying all night, she spends her days bringing club culture to the elite art world.

Twenty years later, in a panic during the COVID-19 lockdown, Terry returns to a Seattle stifled by gentrification and pandemic isolation until resistance erupts following the murder of George Floyd, and her search for community ignites once again.

In propulsive, intoxicating prose, Terry Dactyl traces an extraordinary journey from adolescence to adulthood, delivering a vital portrait of queer identity in all its peril and possibility.

  • Described as "a cross between Tinkerbell and a honky Malcolm X with a queer agenda" by the Austin Chronicle and one of "50 Visionaries Changing Your World" by Utne Reader, Mattilda Bernstein Sycamore is the author of two novels, So Many Ways to Sleep Badly and Pulling Taffy, and the editor of five nonfiction anthologies, most recently Why Are Faggots So Afraid of Faggots?: Flaming Challenges to Masculinity, Objectification, and the Desire to Conform, winner of an ALA Stonewall Book Award. Sycamore is also the editor of Nobody Passes: Rejecting the Rules of Gender and Conformity and That's Revolting! Queer Strategies for Resisting Assimilation. She writes regularly for a variety of publications, including the San Francisco Bay Guardian, Bitch, Bookslut, Alternet, and Time Out New York, and is the reviews editor at the feminist magazine Make/shift. She lives in Seattle, WA.

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Praise for Terry Dactyl

"Sycamore has crafted an arresting voice, equal parts youthful energy and hard-won wisdom, that swerves from offhanded aphorisms to lyrical images. . . . It's indelible." Publishers Weekly, starred review

"We have an icon in our midst, and her name is Mattilda Bernstein Sycamore. . . . Sycamore gives us a story of resilience and resistance unique to [Seattle]." –Katie Lee Ellison, The Stranger

"[Sycamore's] most ambitious and memorable novel to date." –Dave Wheeler, Publishers Lunch

"Full of glitter and grit. . . . Sycamore's prose is fluid and funny, tender and propulsive, as she brings us along on Terry's journey of love, loss, and finding herself." –Rebecca Hopman, Booklist

"By turns perceptive, touching, and occasionally funny, [Terry Dactyl] is a deep dive into what it means to live authentically as a queer progressive." –Eleanor Bader, The Indypendent

"Expansive and confidential, nostalgic and hopeful, Terry Dactyl follows its singular, indelible heroine and her search for meaning and community over the span of several decades, from growing up in the AIDS crisis to the club and art scenes of the 1990s to the isolation of the early COVID pandemic, all through the voice of Sycamore's piercing, mesmerizing prose. You won't be able to put it down." –Lisa Ko, author of Memory Piece

"The historical novel on acid. Terry's existence–between protesting George Floyd's murder, and chatting about a new cruising app called Sniffies–creates a recognition of social absurdity that Mattilda elevates with her iconoclastic, stylish beauty into a work that has as much to say about vulnerability as it does about trees, and about time itself. This is a book about consciousness, art, and "getting ready" to be part of a world that will never be ready for you." –Sarah Schulman, author of The Fantasy and Necessity of Solidarity

"Terry Dactyl is the realest fiction I've read in a long time. It's the exact sort of novel we need at this (or any) historical juncture: hilarious, moving and radically political. The writing sparkles. Sycamore has excelled herself and that's saying something." –Isabel Waidner, author of Corey Fah Does Social Mobility

"Terry Dactyl made me cry and made me laugh out loud. It has all the pain and joy, struggle and delight of the lives of those who color outside the lines. It's a book about family and friendship and love and knowing when and how to change your life." –McKenzie Wark, author of Love and Money, Sex and Death

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Details

ISBN-10: 1566897416
ISBN-13: 9781566897419
Publisher: Coffee House Press
Publish Date: 11/11/2025
Dimensions: 8.10" L, 5.40" W, 1.00" H
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