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ISBN-10: 0872869091
ISBN-13: 9780872869097
Publisher: City Lights Books
Publish Date: 06/04/2024
Dimensions: 8.40" L, 5.70" W, 0.60" H

Published by City Lights

My Body Is Paper: Stories and Poems

Editor: Pablo Alvarez
Editor: Kevin Martin
Editor: Rafael Pérez-Torres
Editor: Terry Wolverton
Foreword by: Justin Torres
Afterword by: Pablo Alvarez

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Price: Original price was: $17.95.Current price is: $12.57.

Overview

“Cuadros died of AIDS in 1996, two years after chronicling the disease in City of God, a book of poems and stories about queer Los Angeles. His belated follow-up takes the same form, with the same bracing urgency.”–The New York Times

“Without doubt one of the sexiest and most important writers I’ve ever read.”–Justin Torres, author of Blackouts

My Body Is Paper is a testament to the unrelenting literary magic of Gil Cuadros. Through poetry and prose, Cuadros holds a mirror up to California, reflecting this land of dualities back at us. He gives us sunshine and sickness, ecstasy and drudgery, eros and death. I am so very grateful for his work.”–Myriam Gurba, author of Creep: Accusations and Confessions

Since City of God (1994) by Gil Cuadros was published 30 years ago, it has become an unlikely classic (an “essential book of Los Angeles” according to the LA Times), touching readers and writers who find in his work a singular evocation of Chicanx life in Los Angeles during and leading up to the AIDS epidemic, which took his life in 1996. Little did we know, Cuadros continued writing exuberant prose and poems in the period between his one published book and his untimely death at the age of 34. This recently discovered treasure, My Body Is Paper, is a stunning portrait of sex, family, religion, culture of origin, and the betrayals of the body. Tender and blistering, erotic and spiritual–Cuadros dives into these complexities which we grapple with today, showing us how to survive these times, and beyond.

  • Gil Cuadros (1962–1996) was a groundbreaking gay Latino writer whose work explored the intersections of sexuality, race, and spirituality. Diagnosed as HIV positive in 1987, Cuadros channeled his experiences into his acclaimed collection, City of God (published by City Lights in 1994), which captured the raw emotions of living with a life-threatening illness. His lyrical intensity and unflinching honesty shined a light on marginalized communities and familial expectations. The book was highly acclaimed when it was first published and captured the attention of prominent writers in the literary community, among them Paul Monette, Eloise Klein Healy, and Wanda Coleman. In the thirty years since, City of God has gone on to become a classic of Chicanx literature.

    In June of 2024, City Lights will publish My Body is Paper, an unpublished body of work from Cuadros that is destined to capture the attention of an entirely new generation of readers. Although written more than a quarter century ago, these captivating stories and evocative poems leave an indelible mark, speaking to issues we grapple with today—sex, spirit, family, religion, culture of origin, and the betrayals of the body.

    During his lifetime, Gil Cuadros published stories and poems in Indivisible, High Risk 2, and Blood Whispers. His work is also on the compact disc, Verdict and the Violence: Poet's Response to the LA Uprising. He was awarded the 1991 Brody Literature Fellowship, and was one of the first recipients of the PEN Center USA/West grant to writers with HIV. Cuadros was a resident of West Hollywood when he died in 1996 at the age of thirty-four.

    Photograph by Laura Aguilar © The Laura Aguilar Trust of 2016

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Praise for My Body Is Paper:

"I hope that this book finds its way into the hands of more gay men seeking to understand their histories and the legacies of artists and activists who didn't survive to see the explosion of queer acceptance we have today."–Kenyon Farrow, The Body

"It is so much more than a collection of posthumous writing. It is so much more than a whisper of what might have been. Rather, this is a book that functions as both testament and epitaph while enlarging our appreciation of just how beautiful an artist Cuadros was."–David Ulin, Alta Magazine

"My Body Is Paper reads like the best memoirs because of the way it holds up a mirror at a slant. In conversation with other vulnerable collections such as Reinaldo Arenas's Before Night Falls . . ."–Gabriel X Hendrix, Los Angeles Review of Books

"Cuadros's collection went undiscovered for nearly 30 years after his death, from an AIDS-related illness, in 1996. Here, the author of the magnificent City of God explores religion, family, and culture to present an unflinchingly naked account of his experience as a spiritual being bound in a too easily corrupted body."Alta Journal

"A moving, necessary tribute to a singular voice of queer literature."Kirkus Reviews


"This blazing collection of unpublished stories and poems by Cuadros (1962-1996; City of God) portrays queer Chicano beauty and resilience during the AIDS epidemic. . . . This is a welcome tribute to a writer who was cut short in his prime."–Publishers Weekly


"The sparks of clarity and brilliance that will later inspire a cadre of writers are all here, igniting the pathway that Gil Cuadros set before us. It is astonishing to behold the ardor of vulnerability in his art. We are indebted to his daring–how much brighter we all burn for his insistent testimony, his desire unabashed and incandescent."–Manuel Muñoz, author of The Consequences

"In his poetry, fiction, and nonfiction, Gil Cuadros speaks the reality of his heart, honoring not only his suffering with HIV/AIDS but his survival."– Eloise Klein Healy, author, A Brilliant Loss

"I weep with this book, although it is a celebration, it reminds me of the possibility of a writer called back too soon. The language is a song grounded in earth and culture. There is such rhythm I languish in the stories, even as they make me miss more and more. I don't want it to end, so I keep going back and reading it over and over, each time a reference unfolds differently, the words strike other meanings, the memories have different colors, and I am left with who we all were."–Luis Alfaro, playwright

"This recently rediscovered collection of stories and poems is a poignant window into the adolescent life of Gil Cuadros as a young gay man navigating Chicanx Los Angeles. His candid prose takes us through a raw exploration of sex, religion, drugs, heritage, and family, all the way up to his untimely diagnosis and subsequent death from AIDS. Spiritual, tender, and seductive, My Body Is Paper is already an essential classic."–Magnolia, Bookshop Santa Cruz

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Details

ISBN-10: 0872869091
ISBN-13: 9780872869097
Publisher: City Lights Books
Publish Date: 06/04/2024
Dimensions: 8.40" L, 5.70" W, 0.60" H
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